The painting "Not Free Enough" was made in a period of intensive process of healing and deliverance in my soul and spirit. I did a lot of studying, trying to get the best composition, color and contrast ratio in order to communicate the message I got from the Lord. It is about our desire to never stop seeking more freedom, and never stop growing in Him.
The geese represent providence and vigilance. I was in the hands of men for seven years, but was faithful to the Lord, being vigilant and leaning on His providence. I was hurt, in pain, wounded, and angry with men and God. This painting was part of the healing process, praying that the hands holding me transform into my Fathers hands, gentle and strong. Strong to protect me and gentle to release me into the skies whenever the moment comes. It was created out of my spirit, but I strongly believe that it has a home in some other heart to speak out the story of our Father being there for every child of His, in every trial and tribulation and all life difficulties. The hands that are holding you might be the hands of men, but be patient – soon you will see that they are actually the hands of our Father. Receive this word, it is for you.